Imminent destiny

My destiny is so close that I can almost taste it. I can feel it with every part of my being, even if my reality gives me no reason to feel this way.  I am now living in a place where imagination and reality almost meet. I can see what both bring to me, but I’m unable to reconcile the two sides.

It might sound crazy, but even if what I hold in my heart is not in line with the world, I am compelled to work on it until it becomes reality. The closer I get to the moment of change that I foresee, the harder it is for me to keep the faith.

This happens because, in my mind, everything is like it should be, but in my life, nothing seems to change. So, my two worlds feel like they are moving away from one another when the opposite is true. I hope that soon enough, what I see in my mind will start trickling into the real world so that I will be infused with the energy to sustain my view on how things should unfold.

Until that happens the only ally I have is my will, and it is growing weaker and weaker. At night, I get back some of my energy and part of my will. Each moment feels like a constant struggle between who I am now and who I see myself to be, with my sanity on the line.

My life will unfold in a way that I know nothing about, but I can’t help to be certain that whatever comes my way, will be fine. I’ll keep believing in what my mind and my heart see to be true, and the world will have no choice but to materialize my truth.

I’ve been wondering for some time now, why I haven’t given up on the way I see life. There have been many occasions when my life was going in the opposite direction compared to where I wanted to go. Even now, though I am on a better path, I wouldn’t say that my vision became reality. Nevertheless, I keep moving forward with my beliefs intact.

I seem crazy, even to myself, for still trusting to reach the places I have designed in my mind. My current reality has nothing to do with my destination. It only provides grit and resilience for me to keep going, to keep believing. More so when things get tough.

All that I am and all that I gained are the results of hard work, relentless pushing forward, and unfettered faith in the outcome, my chosen outcome. The certainty of knowing how I got here gives me the strength to move forward into something better every day.

You might find yourself in a place in life that is not right for you, and there seems you have no way out of there, but you do. All that you need to do is to build a place inside your mind that will act as a beacon, always calling you forward.

Once you have created something to guide you, reality is no longer relevant. Where you are now is only meant to push you into where you need to be. Your only job is to never give up on what is important to you.