I need to keep moving forward, trusting that what I can’t see and what I don’t know is going to work in my favor. If I don’t think like this I would stop at every little bump. I can’t stop because life is movement. It moves in only one direction. As long as I move along, I have some sense of control.
If I try to stop in one place I would end up being swept by the current. Keep moving, even when you have no idea of what’s happening, this is the only way to retain some control. Having faith in what is beyond what I know has brought me to this point in my life, and I’m grateful.
For some reason, these days, my clarity is being affected and I can’t make sense of what’s in front of me. All that is left is to believe that what my mind can’t see or understand is there to help me, and sooner or later I’ll make enough sense of what’s coming my way to find my path again.
Life always moves on, regardless of our complaints and wishes. If we choose to hold on to things we can’t change, we will be left behind. We are all supposed to move forward, in any situation, even if we don’t feel like it.
Right now I am at a point in my life where I am craving change, while at the same time, I am afraid to change. It is confusing because there is no objective justification for the way I feel, and it makes my decisions harder.
I usually pay attention to my thoughts and behavior, but a change has occurred in my mind without me being aware. Though events that should shake me and make me anxious are happening, I am unfazed and calmer than ever.
I don’t know if I am right, but I choose to believe that I am at peace inside through difficult times because, in my soul, I know everything will settle into a rhythm that will be good for me. Even if reality will not follow my intuition, this belief helps me move forward with conviction.
All I really need in life is to make sure that tomorrow I am better than today in, at least, one aspect. This is proof that I’m making progress, and progress is proof that I’m living.
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